臨死体験 Raymond Kinman 

Raymond Kinman

interviewer: Mel Van Dusen
2014/04/02 に公開

interviewer: Mel Van Dusen
2014/04/02 に公開

2011/11/21 にアップロード

The art of Conscious Living
2012/09/01 に公開

Raymond Kinman's NDE

This story was first mentioned in the biography channel's documentary
I survived – beyond and back.
San Pedro, California, summer 1966.

When I was nine years old I was a very devoted Catholic.
At the time I thought I was going to be a priest.

I had three brothers and three sisters.
And it looks wild, I was a little child right in the middle.
It was kind of chaotic I imagine, for my parents they both worked.

It was at the end of the school day.
The street was lined with station wagons.
All the moms they were picking up their kids after school.

I was walking down the sidewalk with my friend Peter
and he was telling me about the fact that he was taking judo lessons.
He had learned how to flip his opponent over his shoulder
and lie them prone on the ground
and I thought very cool!

Peter took me and he rolled me over his shoulder
but he didn’t know what he was doing.
Instead of me rolling over, I went down head first
and hit my skull on the sidewalk hard.

I became pain from the tip of my skull down to my spine to my toes.
It was an explosion, and it rocked me to my core.

The blow to my head was so hard it caused my brain to misfires
and I went into seizures.
My tongue buckled back into my airway.
I couldn’t breath and I... died.

My body went into convulsions
and my tongue buckled back into my airway and I suffocated.

I found myself suddenly in a place that was not a place.
It was nothing. It was... there was no gravity,
there was no color, no darkness, no light, no sensations.
I didn’t know how I got there, where I was, what was happening.
I didn’t remember the accident.
I was utterly terrified
and I remember thinking that you are losing your mind
and that’s what happened you’ve lost your mind.

I remember thinking if you are losing your mind, you’re going crazy
there isn’t diddly squat you can do about it.
And I released at that point. I let go.
And soon as I released the pleasurable sensations began.
Starting with something simple like contentment and peace,
gradually transforming into feelings of utter bliss.
I became aware of a bright point of light, a brilliant tiny pinpoint of brilliant light
that was 10 million times brighter than the sun.
As I approached it, it got bigger and more intense and more beautiful,
and it pulled me in and accelerated
and I got spit out at the other end.

In front of me were these giant titanic golden columns
rising into like jack and the beanstalk
and they were stacked in such a way
that it felt like it was a gate or an entrance to something.
I was greeted by a being or a spirit -- I don’t know what this thing was.
He said, “Raymond, I want to show you some things,”
and there was this--what I can only call a download.
It was like billions of questions were answered in just a moment.
All of creation opened up and shimmered and I understood.
Heavy stuff for a 9-year-old.

After the big download, this being said to me,
“Now I want to show you who you really are.”
and he introduced me to God face to face.
What god looked like was when you look at like a photograph of a galaxy.
Each one of those little pinpoints of light was God,
and each one of those points of light was worshiping,
saying, “We love you. I love you”.
It was beautiful, blissful, unconditional pure love.

I was told by god that it was not my time and I had to go back,
and I just said, "Not, no, no, you got this all wrong. I am not going back."
and once again “It’s not your time. You have to go back.”
I was sent back to my body.

Getting stuffed back into my body was painful and gross,
like putting on an old crusty pair of socks.
And I remembered what had happened,
and it was... I just don’t want to be here, I don’t want to be here.

I told my mother what happened.
And you know she was a good Catholic mother,
and she was very concerned and she just said,
"I’ll set up a meeting with a perish priest, and we’ll work through this stuff."

He told me that since I didn’t meet Jesus
(I couldn’t say that Jesus was there)
that it had probably been a trick of Satan.
I was crushed!
I remember thinking if the devil is that good, I don’t have a chance.

I packaged it up and put it away and I didn’t process it.

Then in my early 20's I red a story about a near death experience.
It was remarkably similar to mine.
And I remember it coming gushing out.
It was a huge relieve, because I realized that it was real,
and it was not the devil, and I was really that important.

I probably think about this 20, 30 times a day, maybe more.
I want to go back ( laughs) I just do.
Not now, you know I’m here to dance.
I’m in no hurry. I’m having a good time.
But you know, when I die I’ll have a big smile on my face
cause I know what’s coming.








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